Tuesday, November 29, 2011
What is up is, I have been desperately needing to make a change. I have worked very hard on changing some aspects of my life, but there is always room for improvement. The other day I was thinking about the year ahead and what things I wanted to change. There are quite a few, and I am not even going to go into them right now, BUT I plan to go into each and every one in the following month. My goal is to kick in some big changes in the upcoming year. This is just the planning stages. :)
The purpose of this blog is to get my life on track. That track is to take me in a direction I want to be in.
I want to write my own story. I let doubt and low self esteem write it in the past...no more.
I want to start something and finish it.
I want to be proud of myself.
I have lived a long time not being happy with myself. Those who know me would say that it completely false. They would say that I have so much going for me. They would tell you that I am the nicest person in the world and possibly even too nice. They would say that I am always there to lift other people up. And they would be right.
But there is the me inside who is not sure of herself. This person cries in frustration, because I look at my past and wonder where time has gone. I ask myself where am I going? I feel the need to move, to do, and to be. I want to make changes. I want to not look back in sadness but look forward in anticipation. This is why I am writing today. This is why I created this blog. This is my start. This is my chapter one of the story of my life.